moody....

again, EMO.

haih, not acting. 

i just felt that i am really not excited...

thousands of important things running in my mind

but i don't know what they are.

i am definitely low in spirits that time. 

just not as happy as always i pretended to be. 

but i am still myself...

maybe i am angry that time. 

but, to whom i angry to? 

i can't even find myself an answer. 

haih, don't bother about it la....

just let the past to be the past...

now still EMO-ing. 

even myself dunno why i behaved like that. 

i feel that bunch of tear drops in my eyes, 

but they can't find their way to flow out from my cornea....

so, that mood----depressive? 

maybe? 

i think tomorrow will be a better day for me

just have a nice sleep tonight

and wake up nicely tomorrow

then have a nice holiday

then nicely i need to start my revision

lack of time to EMO. 

just let everything pass soon....

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i hope i can let go all the things that make me feeling so bad...... 

just wish me, my dear friends!

thanks too for those who know that i am emo-ing.
sorry if i make you feeling bad.
i need to have my own time, my own space.
i just want to be myself at that time.